hi again

woops i accedentally put the quiz results on twice...o well. god i hate valentines day. im always alone, it sucks ass. god i love ******* ****** his initials are the same as mine...i asked him out but he said no cuz im mean to him...which i did kinda accedently slam his fingers in his locker and gave him bloody knuckles like 3 weeks ago...but anyway...shut up it was and ACCEDENT!!!!!!! god im such an idiot...depression sucks ass, so does being single...i really needa bf but i dont want know one but him, he's so sweet, and nice, and funny, and cute...sorry im ranting...god i hate myself....i hate guys....all cept him, how can i be mad at him. ahhhh im driving myself insane...but i cant stop thinking about him everytime i say something it turns into me mentioning something about him, and everytime i think it always turns out to be about him...like today i was like theres nothing on, then i was like if i went out with him maybe we could go see a movie....then when i was trying to figure out if gabi got her carnation from me it turned out me thinking, i should have got him one, and wouldnt it be great if i got one from him?...god i hate myself, i used to tell everyone theres no such thing as love, but then i met him..yah kinda gay...heres my favorite quote of love, u prolly heard it in a walk to remember...Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Another good one is Know who you are and do it on purpose. im making a poem ill post it later.