man o man

what a day..like a tree fell in between my next door neighbors and their neighbors house! its a huge tree too...almost hit my diagnal neighbors house! freaky there were branches everywhere! i didnt go outside AT ALL today i swear closest i got to being outside was on my screened in porch for like 2 seconds! man if u can call me please do my numbers in my profile and prolly on my away message! ill try and update more....lol me and ashley conger talked for like 4 hours today on the phone! it was freaky! and then i watched tv and sat on the comp the rest of the day...tipical weekend other than the phone thing...im always alone! i havent hung out with a friend since when i went over to ellens and that was only for the night...we hung out for like 2 hrs passed out woke up at 10:30 then i went home....god life sucks...o well!

wow been a long time

its been a long time since i updated....o well...so a lot has been goin on...not gonna sell my sp av and gob ticks no more..my mom and her friend are going..lol women in their 40's at a pop concert...yeah i have decided...i do not like simple plan or good charlotte anymore now that i have discovered finch i realize their posers! hmmm...i am not sure if i like brandon anymore....well as a friend...i think i loved him so much as a friend that i thought i loved him..u know love love...but no...yeah go ahead call me a liar julia..i heard ur tone of voice and attitude when i told u....anyway....ummm depressed as usual...i swallowed a entire tums container this weekend...only thing i could find...yeah tums dont kill u...darnet..o well...i have discovered that i will never be able to kill myself...im too chicken...and i have people that love me..my friends, family.....i feel like that somewhere in the future that i am needed..i know weird but u know i got the feeling and im not gonna lie...a lot of my friends i think might have abandoned me..i dunno...inese is mad at me cuz i label ppl too often...o well...people hate me..i always screw up..o well...thats life...i actually am trying not to care about anything...its verry relaxing...i fell asleep in social studies again...i also blacked out and fell off my chair in the middle of playin a song in orchestra..lol but painful.....yeah i feel like crap...homework, school, friendships, relationships, LIFE god so depressing just the thought....yeah...god why do i bother not like anyone reads this anyway what like 2 ppl... julia and inese are the only ones i know of...o well...i guess i still will update..I LOVE FINCH! yeah they are the best. peace out all...talk to me or call me...my number is prolly on my away message.

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wow long time

wow its been a long time since i posted...here ill catch you up...i absolutely know that brandon decker is in fact THE ONE. i love him, for once in my life i really know what love is. he is so...so...perfect. no matter how hard i try u will never know what im talking about, it cannot be explained with words how much i love him. if my cousin or someone is reading this they probly know his older brother, i dont care who knows i love him! this is one time i wont be able to get over someone. i will probly never love anyone else and i probly am not going to go out with, marry, or anything with anyone unless its him...i would be thinking about him the whole time and if i went to try and marry someone else (when im older duh!) id probly be like "i take thee brandon, i mean i mean....o shit! and run away. lol, its not funny but im laughing. im obsessed! anywayz..me and gabi are cool now, for awhile, sorta...and im having a pretty good life other than the fact brandon doesnt like me...bassically normal life with a few exceptions...i fractured my ankle as everyone knows like a week or two ago...i get my cast off on josh c's/h's birthday lol! and thats a day before my brother joshes birthday! watch..josh c/jc, josh d******/ jd..dont wanna give away my last name, and watch march 26 is josh c's b-day, march 27 is josh d's lol! my brothers a 1 behind in initial and birthdate. anywayz...i cant wait till summer! i cant wait till may! but a big big bummer is i have to sell my simple plan tickets because the concert is on the same day as festival for orchestra! o well...i got like 90 offers for em. man o man im bored talk to me online!!!!! LOVE YOU FOREVER BRANDON!!! lol BD brandon D BD brittany D lol! it was meant to be lol! love ya brandon, peace out everyone!

elenas

hi ive been at elenas..yes! finally someone actually shows me their my friend instead of just saying they are..yes gabi i know ur prolly reading this but to anyone else..on may 10th im going to that avril lavigne, simple plan, and gob concert...i hate avril but i love simple plan and i like gob. well me and gabi have been in a looot of fights lately..its like she changed. i feel like were not best friends anymore like she doesnt need me to be anymore. she always hangs with sarah b n a lotta other ppl, but she can neva hang with me. well sarah for some reason acts like she hates me! if i talk to her its like she doesnt care what i have to say, like in the movies when a loser talks to a popular kid n they give them that look like of why are u talking to me, i hope no one sees me talking to them it might ruin my rep. thats bullshit! i know im not no geek, i have a lotta friends! and me and her used to be great friends but lately it seems everything and everyone is changing! wtf is up! i dont know who to trust anymore, or who are my real friends anymore! im so fucking confused and frusturated i feel like shit! im blowing up over little things! what the fuck is wrong with me! i always feel like shit! im stuck in hell or something!maybe when it hits may itll be better for awhile! may is gonna be the best month! sp concert on the 10th, my birthday the 16th, gabi's b-day the 25th, and sometime during that month im going to festival with orchestra. i g2g, talk 2 me online or call me. ~marshmellow~

tight

today im taking a bunch of quizzes for the heck of it..im bored as usual.U ARE A FREAK! Are U a freak? brought to you by Quizillalol and the pic is tight ask me and ill show it to u..ill ttyl...call me or something cuz im bored as fuck..like always..this break is gonna suck if no1 call..guess im lookin forward to a sucky break.n e way..peace. ~marshmellow~