TURKEY!!!!!!!!

god i have the weirdest combination of moods....i feel loving, on the verge of tears, depressed, happy, jumpy, hungry, and pissed...the thing is i dont know why im depressed or pissed or happy!...I LOVE **** ******** and now i know his middle name!!! heres his full name including full first name ******* ****** ******** lol!!! ha ha u cant see! i like 3 ppl..one person, like everyone knows, the other person..a scattered few, and another i have only told elena, and that was today in last hour (math)...im cold, stupid ice water! *takes another drink*! i dunno whats with me i am kinda behaving like ashley conger....someone slap me! *slap* dang it dont work if u slap urself....ahhhh. anywho..happy valentines day, dang i wish i had someone to share it with :-( i wish he loved me back! i love all of them! but ******* ****** ******** the most!!!! well see ya'll at school! now im a hillbilly ya'll ya'll lmao!!! n e wayz love u all ******* the most! g2 fly! well not really fly but u know! outtie!

i dunno

man o man i have made a lotta poems lately..all about love...i really needa guy! most guys are so shallow...girls have to be bone skinny and wear preppy cloths or else guys dont like em....heres my 2 poems...love is found in so many places, it brings joy to so many faces.if only i had someone to love me, what a valentines day it'd be.tell me you guys, what can i do!? what about me keeps me from being with you? if its my looks then your awefully low, if its not that, tell me what it is. id really love to know! and heres my other onea day of love for everyone, it seems that what its all about.a time where everyone is happy, with one they love with no doubt.sweethearts together, love is in the air,but some people are lonely with nobody to care.the day is just normal, they spend it all on their own,watching tv or staring off into their own zone.wishing and waiting for that one special someone,some will sit and wait forever and never have fun.you need to live life to its fullest as they say,you need to give thanks that ur living each day.you'll never get anywhere just sitting and waitingsomeone is waiting for you, so get out and get dating. yah both are kinda gay but o well im a ammiture! o god i really hope i get a carnation from someone...o who am i kidding, what guy likes me?yah i know im depressing..fuck life it all sucks. well most of it.ttyl.

i may be blond, but i am smart, so i must be brunette at heart

like my new quote? its at the top as the title if ur blind it is i may be blond, but i am smartso i must be brunette at heart. lol! i made it up! ne wayz i only got grammar hw!!! yay!! man im bored..no1 can ever hang!!! :-( !! if u want to hang call me!! if u dont know the number call gabi,elena,ashley,jake, or any of my other friends!! happy valentines day in advance...i want a guy to send me a carnation..that'd make me so happy! they wouldnt have to even put who its from!!! n e way im in a loving mood and i dont know why! i guess its the valentines day feeling setting in! o well! luv to all my friends!!! ~marshmellow~

Let me go, Have some fun, Well my decisions sucks yeah, But I'm so young,

good charlotte rules!!!!!!!!!!!!! their music makes me feel good every time i listen to it!!! heres the lyrics to my favorite song..hold on.Hold OnThis world, this world is coldBut you don't, you don't have to goYou're feeling sad you're feeling lonelyAnd no one seems to careYou're mother's gone and your father hits youThis pain you cannot bareBut we all bleed the same way as you doWe all have the same things to go thruHold on...if you feel like letting goHold on...it gets better than you knowYour days you say they're way too longAnd your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)And you're not sure what you're looking forBut you don't want to no moreAnd you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no moreBut we all bleed the same way as you doAnd we all have the same things to go throughHold on...if you feel like letting goHold on...it gets better than you knowDon't stop looking you're one step closerDon't stop searching it's not over...hold onWhat are you looking for?What are you waiting for?Do you know what you're doing to me?Go ahead...what are you waiting for?Hold on...if you feel like letting goHold on...it gets better than you knowDon't stop looking you're one step closerDon't stop searching it's not over...Hold on...if you feel like letting goHold on...it gets better than you know...hold onu gotta love that song!!!!!!! anywayz i had a great day...barely any homework, only thing that sucks is that we have the meap tomorrow, and its writing..yucky!! i may be good at it but my hearts with poems! such as this one which is my 3rd favorite of all my poems:if i had a wish id wish you were here to hug me o so tight. i need your warmth to sooth me so i can sleep tonight. i need to feel your tender touch and feel your gentle kiss.. i love you so much i need to tell you this. ill see you off in dreamland it'll be a merry time. my love for you makes me so happy, it even makes me rhyme. well thats it 4 me i g2g c yaz bye!!!!!

weekend

O god im dreading school tomorrow! i dont wanna go back! i went to work with my mom yesterday and today..she works at the jc penny hair salon at twelve oaks. it was fun..today i redied my bangs..there two different colors...hard to explain ull see. my dinner was awesome...bacon and peperoni pizza with buffalo chicken kickers and domino's dots....the dominos dots are pretty good. there kinda like apple dumplings without the apple. anywayz i miss **** my crush...his full name is ******* and No it is NOT josh casebolt or any josh...it may fit but no. man im so bored...i feel weird, for some reason ive been happy. ttyl. ~marshmellow~

yo

whats up im so weird feeling! i havent felt this way in awhile...what am i looking for....o yah happy! yes its true i am happy! hey gabi ur sis is fun to talk to..anyway..i dont know where to start uh today was a good day, somewhat...me and jon dawisha were the first ones in the class to figure out the equation in math lol actually i found it out but we were working together if thats what u can call it...i feel so smart! i am smart! i like this feelin! im gonna say screw my problems i need to be happy! i think u guys are gonna see a change in me! omg i think its hold on by good charlotte that got me like this...eitha that or talking to amanda gabis sis..we had a verry fun convo! her mood rubbed off on me.lol. cheerleaders! hehe! i wanna go run around in the dark for some reason it seems fun..i wish it were summer then i could hang with all my friends! and we could play ghost in the graveyard i love that game but no1 ever wants to play! anyway talk to me online c yaz! ~marshmellow~

hi..

man im so bored...school was ok...i totally dont understand the math tho..lol. i almost fell asleep in 3 of my classes...i was 1/2 asleep in science.lol. i dont know what to write...ttyl..ill be online.

im bored

i gotta layout but it sucks i want to make my backround legolas! but i dont know how if anyone can help me plz im me at moogirl21!!! im desprate!!