heres some 12 stones pics

i like 12 stones so heres some pics...lol look blue hair like me!!!

still in love

im so still in love with bryan...if ur reading this i know i was a bitch im so sorry...i know i dont deserve for u to take me back but please...i dedicate the song by evanescence and paul mccoy from 12 stones..bring me to life...to you...Bring Me To LifeHow can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my corewhere I've become so numb? Without a soul; my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold, until you find it there and lead it back home. (Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real. Bring me to life. (Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Bring me to life. I've been living a lie There's nothing inside. Bring me to life. Frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling. Only you are the life among the dead. All of this sight I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems. I've got to open my eyes to everything. Without a thought Without a voice Without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more. Bring me to life.(Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Bring me to life. I've been living a lie There's nothing inside.Bring me to lifeBryan im nothing...u deserve the world not trash...but i still love you and will probly never stop. i have still loved u ever since we broke up...and i only broke up with u because i couldnt take people teasing me..but i cant let people change me..or my mind...i cant let people bring me down or corrupt me....to everyone else who thinks that im a bull shitter and that im just desprate like i know 3 people think...FUCK YOU!...u were probly the one who got me to the point where i couldnt stand the teasing! im out for now..i had a pretty good day...i went for a 2 hr. walk...im gonna try and do it every day until the beggining of 8th grade...if i can... till high school! peace..

lol what u think???

what u think of my new journal layout???? o well...i wrote some poems for inese...she is prolly one of my only true friends..i know i can trust her with anything..man if i murdered someone id be able to trust her with it...i havent tho...the only person id even try to murder is myself. i dunno...inese posted the poems in her journal if u wanna see them...i think im gettin better at em...i definately know im going deeper. ive written poems about things u guys didnt even know i thought about..i found out that i think i still love bryan...i still have the card he gave me for my birthday..it said on the front: hi its just me inside: the person who loves u more than anyone else in the world.....he was so sweet..only reason i broke up with him was cuz ppl teased me...i wont let people get to me anymore, or ill try...god i was such a bitch...he was so sweet...i dont deserve him...he deserves the world not a piece of trash. i watched jackass, 8 mile, and mr.deeds today...tomorrow im gonna watch the ring and my big fat greek wedding...ttyl...peace...o yeah! i got that sweet home alabama song stuck in my head cuz of 8 mile lol!