life sucks

im bored as heck! i swear if theres such thing as dieing from boredom say good bye to me! but whats new im always alone! this sucks..break sucks...i have so many friends...yett none of them can ever hang...so i doubt our friendship..why do i even write in my journal no1 ever reads it..anyway...me and brandon will never be so im like crying all the time...i really LOVE him. god i just want t o die...lifes to bad to hold on to anymore.i wanna just give it all up.cut me, kill me ,lifes a joke.i wanna tie a nuse aroun my neck and hang till i choke.i wanna cut my wrists and ankles and die, whats the point of living if u only cry?i sit and cry staring blank in my head,thinking about stupid things i have said.wanting and wishing for the pain to go away.i dont know how to put into words the things i wanna say. by ~marshmellow~Kill me please..i hate my fucking life! the song im just a kid describes me...way to much...(verse 1)I woke up it was 7 I waited till 11Just to figure out that no one would call.I think I got alot of friends but I don't here from them.What's another night all alone?When your spending every day on your ownAnd here it goes ..ChorusIm just a kid and life is a nighmareIm just a kid and i know that it's not fairnobody cares cause im alone and the world is havin' more fun then me......tonight(verse 2)And maybe when the night is dead I'll crawl into my bed I'm stairing at these 4 walls again I'll try to think about the last timeI had a good time , eveyones got somewhere to goAnd their gonna leave me here on my ownAnd here it goes (chorus)Im just a kid and life is a nighmareIm just a kid and i know that it's not fairnobody cares cause im alone and the world is havin' more fun then me What the fuck is wrong with me?Don't fit in with anybody How did this happen to me?Wide awake im bored and I can't fall asleepAnd everynight is the worst night everIm just a kid.....Im just a kid.....Im just a kid.....yah im just a kid.....and im just a kid....Im just a kid and life is a nightmareIm just a kid and i know that its not fareNo body cares cause im alone and the world is ..nobody wants to be alone and the worldIm just a kid and life is a nightmareIm just a kid and i know that it's not fairNo bodycares cause im alone and the world isnobody wants to be alone in the worldNobody cares cause im alone in the world ishavin' more fun than me...tonightIm all alone ...tonightnobody cares tonightcause im just a kid..tonight