heres some 12 stones pics

i like 12 stones so heres some pics...lol look blue hair like me!!!

still in love

im so still in love with bryan...if ur reading this i know i was a bitch im so sorry...i know i dont deserve for u to take me back but please...i dedicate the song by evanescence and paul mccoy from 12 stones..bring me to life...to you...Bring Me To LifeHow can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my corewhere I've become so numb? Without a soul; my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold, until you find it there and lead it back home. (Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me. Breathe into me and make me real. Bring me to life. (Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Bring me to life. I've been living a lie There's nothing inside. Bring me to life. Frozen inside without your touch, without your love, darling. Only you are the life among the dead. All of this sight I can't believe I couldn't see Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems. I've got to open my eyes to everything. Without a thought Without a voice Without a soul Don't let me die here There must be something more. Bring me to life.(Wake me up.) Wake me up inside. (I can't wake up.) Wake me up inside. (Save me. )Call my name and save me from the dark. (Wake me up. )Bid my blood to run. (I can't wake up. )Before I come undone. (Save me. )Save me from the nothing I've become.Bring me to life. I've been living a lie There's nothing inside.Bring me to lifeBryan im nothing...u deserve the world not trash...but i still love you and will probly never stop. i have still loved u ever since we broke up...and i only broke up with u because i couldnt take people teasing me..but i cant let people change me..or my mind...i cant let people bring me down or corrupt me....to everyone else who thinks that im a bull shitter and that im just desprate like i know 3 people think...FUCK YOU!...u were probly the one who got me to the point where i couldnt stand the teasing! im out for now..i had a pretty good day...i went for a 2 hr. walk...im gonna try and do it every day until the beggining of 8th grade...if i can... till high school! peace..

lol what u think???

what u think of my new journal layout???? o well...i wrote some poems for inese...she is prolly one of my only true friends..i know i can trust her with anything..man if i murdered someone id be able to trust her with it...i havent tho...the only person id even try to murder is myself. i dunno...inese posted the poems in her journal if u wanna see them...i think im gettin better at em...i definately know im going deeper. ive written poems about things u guys didnt even know i thought about..i found out that i think i still love bryan...i still have the card he gave me for my birthday..it said on the front: hi its just me inside: the person who loves u more than anyone else in the world.....he was so sweet..only reason i broke up with him was cuz ppl teased me...i wont let people get to me anymore, or ill try...god i was such a bitch...he was so sweet...i dont deserve him...he deserves the world not a piece of trash. i watched jackass, 8 mile, and mr.deeds today...tomorrow im gonna watch the ring and my big fat greek wedding...ttyl...peace...o yeah! i got that sweet home alabama song stuck in my head cuz of 8 mile lol!

man o man

what a day..like a tree fell in between my next door neighbors and their neighbors house! its a huge tree too...almost hit my diagnal neighbors house! freaky there were branches everywhere! i didnt go outside AT ALL today i swear closest i got to being outside was on my screened in porch for like 2 seconds! man if u can call me please do my numbers in my profile and prolly on my away message! ill try and update more....lol me and ashley conger talked for like 4 hours today on the phone! it was freaky! and then i watched tv and sat on the comp the rest of the day...tipical weekend other than the phone thing...im always alone! i havent hung out with a friend since when i went over to ellens and that was only for the night...we hung out for like 2 hrs passed out woke up at 10:30 then i went home....god life sucks...o well!

wow been a long time

its been a long time since i updated....o well...so a lot has been goin on...not gonna sell my sp av and gob ticks no more..my mom and her friend are going..lol women in their 40's at a pop concert...yeah i have decided...i do not like simple plan or good charlotte anymore now that i have discovered finch i realize their posers! hmmm...i am not sure if i like brandon anymore....well as a friend...i think i loved him so much as a friend that i thought i loved him..u know love love...but no...yeah go ahead call me a liar julia..i heard ur tone of voice and attitude when i told u....anyway....ummm depressed as usual...i swallowed a entire tums container this weekend...only thing i could find...yeah tums dont kill u...darnet..o well...i have discovered that i will never be able to kill myself...im too chicken...and i have people that love me..my friends, family.....i feel like that somewhere in the future that i am needed..i know weird but u know i got the feeling and im not gonna lie...a lot of my friends i think might have abandoned me..i dunno...inese is mad at me cuz i label ppl too often...o well...people hate me..i always screw up..o well...thats life...i actually am trying not to care about anything...its verry relaxing...i fell asleep in social studies again...i also blacked out and fell off my chair in the middle of playin a song in orchestra..lol but painful.....yeah i feel like crap...homework, school, friendships, relationships, LIFE god so depressing just the thought....yeah...god why do i bother not like anyone reads this anyway what like 2 ppl... julia and inese are the only ones i know of...o well...i guess i still will update..I LOVE FINCH! yeah they are the best. peace out all...talk to me or call me...my number is prolly on my away message.

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wow long time

wow its been a long time since i posted...here ill catch you up...i absolutely know that brandon decker is in fact THE ONE. i love him, for once in my life i really know what love is. he is so...so...perfect. no matter how hard i try u will never know what im talking about, it cannot be explained with words how much i love him. if my cousin or someone is reading this they probly know his older brother, i dont care who knows i love him! this is one time i wont be able to get over someone. i will probly never love anyone else and i probly am not going to go out with, marry, or anything with anyone unless its him...i would be thinking about him the whole time and if i went to try and marry someone else (when im older duh!) id probly be like "i take thee brandon, i mean i mean....o shit! and run away. lol, its not funny but im laughing. im obsessed! anywayz..me and gabi are cool now, for awhile, sorta...and im having a pretty good life other than the fact brandon doesnt like me...bassically normal life with a few exceptions...i fractured my ankle as everyone knows like a week or two ago...i get my cast off on josh c's/h's birthday lol! and thats a day before my brother joshes birthday! watch..josh c/jc, josh d******/ jd..dont wanna give away my last name, and watch march 26 is josh c's b-day, march 27 is josh d's lol! my brothers a 1 behind in initial and birthdate. anywayz...i cant wait till summer! i cant wait till may! but a big big bummer is i have to sell my simple plan tickets because the concert is on the same day as festival for orchestra! o well...i got like 90 offers for em. man o man im bored talk to me online!!!!! LOVE YOU FOREVER BRANDON!!! lol BD brandon D BD brittany D lol! it was meant to be lol! love ya brandon, peace out everyone!