lol what u think???

what u think of my new journal layout???? o well...i wrote some poems for inese...she is prolly one of my only true friends..i know i can trust her with anything..man if i murdered someone id be able to trust her with it...i havent tho...the only person id even try to murder is myself. i dunno...inese posted the poems in her journal if u wanna see them...i think im gettin better at em...i definately know im going deeper. ive written poems about things u guys didnt even know i thought about..i found out that i think i still love bryan...i still have the card he gave me for my birthday..it said on the front: hi its just me inside: the person who loves u more than anyone else in the world.....he was so sweet..only reason i broke up with him was cuz ppl teased me...i wont let people get to me anymore, or ill try...god i was such a bitch...he was so sweet...i dont deserve him...he deserves the world not a piece of trash. i watched jackass, 8 mile, and mr.deeds today...tomorrow im gonna watch the ring and my big fat greek wedding...ttyl...peace...o yeah! i got that sweet home alabama song stuck in my head cuz of 8 mile lol!