Sunday, August 26, 2007
wow been a long time
its been a long time since i updated....o well...so a lot has been goin on...not gonna sell my sp av and gob ticks no more..my mom and her friend are going..lol women in their 40's at a pop concert...yeah i have decided...i do not like simple plan or good charlotte anymore now that i have discovered finch i realize their posers! hmmm...i am not sure if i like brandon anymore....well as a friend...i think i loved him so much as a friend that i thought i loved him..u know love love...but no...yeah go ahead call me a liar julia..i heard ur tone of voice and attitude when i told u....anyway....ummm depressed as usual...i swallowed a entire tums container this weekend...only thing i could find...yeah tums dont kill u...darnet..o well...i have discovered that i will never be able to kill myself...im too chicken...and i have people that love me..my friends, family.....i feel like that somewhere in the future that i am needed..i know weird but u know i got the feeling and im not gonna lie...a lot of my friends i think might have abandoned me..i dunno...inese is mad at me cuz i label ppl too often...o well...people hate me..i always screw up..o well...thats life...i actually am trying not to care about anything...its verry relaxing...i fell asleep in social studies again...i also blacked out and fell off my chair in the middle of playin a song in orchestra..lol but painful.....yeah i feel like crap...homework, school, friendships, relationships, LIFE god so depressing just the thought....yeah...god why do i bother not like anyone reads this anyway what like 2 ppl... julia and inese are the only ones i know of...o well...i guess i still will update..I LOVE FINCH! yeah they are the best. peace out all...talk to me or call me...my number is prolly on my away message.
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not mad at youmad at civeyneven tho i said for u to still send the convo.but i dont regret reading iti regret likin himim hurtembarrassed and all thatbut its ok. ill prolly kill my self before i get to school tomorrow
inese dont kill urself please...i would die if u werent there for me ur my bff u have been there for me every step of the way! u have saved my life about 80 times...u are one of the friends that give me a reason to live....u are probly the only one of my friends that i know for a fact is true and will always be there when i need u to be. i will always be there for u as much as i can...we are the kind of friends that everyone wishes they had! the movie friends! like brittany murphey played for drew barrymore in riding in cars with boys...and like romie and michelle in romie and michelles high school reunion....a gay movie but still! never ever doubt that ill be there for u.
:) thanksbe there for u too ;)lol that one movie "romie and michelles high school renunin" is a cool movie. but the kind of movie u get sick of watching one time.
i know for real....but believe me........We will prolly be friends forever
romy and michelle's high school reunion ROCKS.
haha, i forgot to tell you that this is julia.
oh yeah, i read those comments you posted in elevenlegos' journal or whatever.jeez, brittany, you are so incredibly nice to say more things behind my back.
i havent read their journal in a long time!! frick dude! that was when i was really really pissed at u! im not mad anymore anyway i told inese that and she like laughed and said riight...yeah i dont think that anymore.
whatever.
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