elenas

hi ive been at elenas..yes! finally someone actually shows me their my friend instead of just saying they are..yes gabi i know ur prolly reading this but to anyone else..on may 10th im going to that avril lavigne, simple plan, and gob concert...i hate avril but i love simple plan and i like gob. well me and gabi have been in a looot of fights lately..its like she changed. i feel like were not best friends anymore like she doesnt need me to be anymore. she always hangs with sarah b n a lotta other ppl, but she can neva hang with me. well sarah for some reason acts like she hates me! if i talk to her its like she doesnt care what i have to say, like in the movies when a loser talks to a popular kid n they give them that look like of why are u talking to me, i hope no one sees me talking to them it might ruin my rep. thats bullshit! i know im not no geek, i have a lotta friends! and me and her used to be great friends but lately it seems everything and everyone is changing! wtf is up! i dont know who to trust anymore, or who are my real friends anymore! im so fucking confused and frusturated i feel like shit! im blowing up over little things! what the fuck is wrong with me! i always feel like shit! im stuck in hell or something!maybe when it hits may itll be better for awhile! may is gonna be the best month! sp concert on the 10th, my birthday the 16th, gabi's b-day the 25th, and sometime during that month im going to festival with orchestra. i g2g, talk 2 me online or call me. ~marshmellow~